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Sunday, November 7, 2010

Sucks.

Lethargic.

Just today, I finallllllly took out the stuff we're all supposed to do for holiday homework.
*Oink oink* (Grunts like a pig)

So, we have.
  1. GP --> I think I finally know, so the homework is that small booklet on crime and violence?
  2. Math Revision Package (Oh gawd~)
  3. Chemistry.
  4. Geography --> Only a few questions (right?)
  5. ECONS.
This is damn sian. I can't remember when was the last time I actually studied/did my work.
I think I kinda ruined my own life.
Besides dance, actually, there don't seem to be any other accomplishments? --> I meant, like at least I know we did practice and perform for something so you see, there's a "something" I did at least. But I don't even remember what I did academically. :o/

Inspiration didn't visit me at all this whole entire year.
And I just realized, the people who actually inspired me to do well academically, so far... are all Math teachers.
In primary school, I had this "Mr Goh" who was rather strict but somehow, he really made me feel like studying even more just so to impress him. (Erm, he's an old man ok~) I remembered something he once taught "Procrastination is the thief of time". Hee~
Then in secondary school, there was Mr Ng. He realllllllllly reallllllllly made me feel like studying (he totally made me fall in love with Math please~). My love for math only started when I was in like sec 3? when he took over --> So sometimes, it's really important that we all have good teachers (It's not all on the students part, at least that's what it seems to me :o/ )
In HC, there's nothing to inspire me. I come here, it seems, purely to socialize. -.- And my reason for coming to this school was really lame.

How. Next year, it'll be my turn for A's.
Next year, this time, I definitely shouldn't (because given my current "motivation level" I might-) be sitting here, just blogging and listening to the radio..

Don't know and don't care if I made the correct choice by coming to this school because I can't turn back now. So, the only thing I can do is to find myself motivation to continue studying.
Whenever my mum tries to compare my bro's results with mine, I feel a little guilty because I don't think I actually did well this year.

Whatever. I shall go back to reading Mitch Albom.
Then WR later.