Shall talk about the movie first.
So I just came back from Vivo after watching The Amazing Spiderman. Probably will give it 4/5 because Andrew Garfield was in it~ Had quite a lot of random thoughts in my head while watching the movie like how Spiderman is so creative - He DIY-ed his Spiderman suit and that equipment that shoots web!! He's got a lot of cool poses - I liked the pose when he went down the sewer, the upside down one. He's a considerate superhero - there was this scene where he replaced the cap after he came up from the sewer, I mean...... that small detail, if you're a superhero and you have lots of saving to do then you probably wouldn't care about replacing the cap of a sewer? He's charming~~~~~~~ He skateboards. He's got a nice bod IMO (not too buff). Imagine a date night with Spiderman, it'll be awesome - you'll get to save a lot on transport because he'll just swing about with you in his arms. And Spiderman's cool because he fights green creatures (I DON'T LIKE GREEN CREATURES LIKE THE HULK) Big green ones especially. +++++ He's got a pretty great sense of humour. ^^
That's why Spidey's awesome hahahahha
The Amazing Spiderman was Amazing (Y)
Now the part on people (not just one person but a number of people),
I don't understand why people can't be more considerate, why can't they think of something from someone else's pov. Why do I seem to always have to be the one at the receiving + shorter end. And I can't even voice my unhappiness because I know it'll strain the relationship. I don't understand why some people seem to have NO EQ or are they simply selfish. Its like everything has to be about you. You. You. Whether YOU are free, if YOU can make it, if YOU feel like it, what YOU think is right.
Why must I know how YOU will feel when you don't even give a damn about how I feel...
If you're putting me through a potentially awkward situation
If a situation would make me uncomfortable, so uncomfortable that I have no choice but to lie but then again.. I don't know what lies I should come up with because I don't know what you've said before me.
If what you said sounded offensive
If you're making me do something that's just not convenient and so out of the way for me for your convenience
I doubt if you (all) will even do it for me.
There are some people who simply speak without thinking if their words may actually bring about hurt/sound offensive to the other party. And Idk whether to feel pissed or sorry for these people, if they actually knew what they said sounded rude/inappropriate or if they did it unintentionally. If they did it unintentionally then I'll wonder how many others have they pissed off without knowing themselves, for that.. I feel a little sorry for these people. As in, isn't it quite sad - not knowing that you pissed someone off and that they're probably bitching behind your back and swearing at you lol
Then there are some people who, for some reason seem to think other people should leave their days/time free for them. Who do you think you are............................. Am I supposed to sit around and wait for you all day long?? And then you'll probably change the plans last minute when I thought we already arranged for it.
And then my mum. I don't know what just happened, it was kinda like a blur because it happened so fast - like a storm. So I reached home, showered, took off my contacts and put on my specs. There, you have it. My mum found something worthy of arguing - me putting on my pair of specs. The convo went like this:
Mum: So wow, you're wearing specs
Analysis --> There was sarcasm intended just in case you didn't pick up on that. She probably thought I was going to come out of the bathroom still wearing my contacts and if I was, that would have been her reason for shouting at me. But since I was wearing specs then ok....
Mum: Why are you wearing this pair of specs instead of the other pair
Analysis --> What a ridiculous question. I don't really feel like answering that.. unless you really want to hear my lame reply (which was "because this pair of specs was in the bathroom and I cam out from the bathroom?"). AND I WAS DRINKING SOUP THEN.
Me: Don't be irritating lah
Analysis --> Probably sounds rude to you but my mum usually would have been ok with it. But she lashed out at me for this. So I was also shocked that she actually shouted at me for this because that's how we normally talk?
Mum: WHAT'S WITH THAT ATTITUDE AND WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SHOUT
Analysis --> My mum shouted at me lol Wonder who was the one shouting. I wasn't. We were in the kitchen, everyone else was asleep. I thought mine was a normal volume but the kitchen was quiet so it probably came across as loud?
And then she just continued to nag about other stuff like my work and my salary. I don't understand, she wasn't pleased with my work when I had one and now that I'm done with work, she's not pleased with me being unemployed. Then she said I can just move out if I want to, if I really cannot stand her. And something about washing my own clothes. IDK, just a lot of random stuff that don't seem to make sense? They just don't link.
So I kept quiet and gulped down the entire bowl of soup. I don't know if she had a bad day at work or if my brother pissed her off or if it was pms (uurg women and pms. Damn you mood swings).
I don't know, or maybe it was really me. My mum shouted until she fell asleep and I'm left here wondering, so wtf just happened?
Think I should mark down the days when my mum starts her nagging/shouting/scolding so I know when I should not just joke about stuff like that. Today was tiring.
Actually I find my life pretty much exhausting with so many people trying to piss me off in my life. So many people with either really no EQ or just plain selfish. Its 1.25 am, I think I took an hour to blog? Good morning.
