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Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Am I that slow?

That day, my granny said "You're always so slow".
Not only her, it seems like my family thinks so of me.
SIAN... Maybe I'm really slow. I took VERY LONG to finish packing the stuffs in my room.
Then, my granny saw some pills (I don't know what) and she was like "HUH?! YOU NEVER EAT THEM?! No wonder you are growing so slowly.."
And she made me eat them. My granny swallowed half a bottle (I'm supposed to finish the whole bottle of small pills - 1 serving) in like, a minute? And I took like half an hour or so to finish the other half and I was like "I'm so full..." HAHAHAH!!

Tsk. 8-)

When we had dinner at the food centre, everyone was waiting for me to finish my drink.
They wanted to leave already but I was still drinking teh tarik, spoonfuls.
And so.. they all were like "Can you just drink THE WHOLE THING? Like pour it in."

We were discussing the times we all wake up at and YOU KNOW WHAT? I was the earliest. HAHAHA!! 5.30am and that's because I take like one hour to prepare my stuffs.
I'll walk around the house, go into my room, sit for a little while.. HAHAHAH!!
I don't know why, but mornings, I'm really slow.

Oh well.. But I can be VERY FAST also. It depends. For now, I feel like slowing things down.
I don't want to tire myself out.
Today, during PW, I just felt like cursing and swearing again.
Tsk. No, I really do feel bad because I don't know exactly what to do. :(
Now, I don't know which to place first.
Dance? PW?

Oh well~ I need to sort my thoughts out.
There seems to be a lot of things going on within my head but if you ask me, I'll say nothing because I don't know how to explain.
My granny seems more carefree than I am.
She can just play PSP whenever she wants to or log onto Facebook or go shopping or casinos...

And today, I was late for school again.
The guy sitting next to me was in Hwa Chong uniform and I thought we should be about the same age or maybe, he's older than I am and I was waiting for him to press the bell.
BUT HE DIDN'T? And he was just packing his bag when I thought we were both going to alight at the same bus stop. AND SO! The bus continued and I alighted one bus stop away from school. Tsk.
Because of that, I was late. Since I knew I was going to be late, I just strolled and listened to my music....

EOM EOM EOM. I better do something.
If not, it'll really be the END OF ME.

On a random note, "Believe" doesn't seem to exist. "Truth" just seems to be something we all YEARN for and want to get but we'll never because you just can't be sure. Oh well, I shall just believe in myself for now.