Three toed sloths are lazy.
They spend most of their time sleeping.
They move slowly even when they're awake.
They have no sense of urgency.
I tried getting myself all enthusiastic for school today but I realize, that's so hard to achieve.
The enthusiasm lasted probably only for 2-3 lessons. During the first break, I was totally dead already.
Ate a little because I just didn't feel like eating. Then, we stood and watched people have PE.
I looked at them and asked "Are those people really happy?"
They were laughing. Smiles. Chatter. But are they all happy? Like, truly?
How can we even achieve true happiness?
I come to school, being rather energetic today. I wasn't late for school. It was a good start.
But something's just missing in my life.
What do I want/hope to achieve when I go to school?
I don't know. I just want a break.
No turning back. I must not skip school this week.
I thought about just giving up on studies but what will that make me? A failure in life. When I see my friends going on to university huh.
My dreams jobs are just.. a little hard to "make it" in Singapore.
HAHA! I want.. to be a psychologist, archaeologist.. Tsk. Not like there's anywhere for me to dig and explore in Singapore. I want to study about the dinosaurs, fossils etc. Or.. work with some environmental agency and help protect the endangered species..
I wonder if I will ever get a chance to do whatever I truly am interested in.
BUCK UP!!! There's still EOM to do!
I fell asleep just now while lying on my bed. Probably slept for an hour or so.
Because I locked my door, no one could come in and so.. no one woke me up.
It's amazing how I managed to wake myself up and not sleep through the night.
Oh yeah, and today! I COOKED MYSELF............. INSTANT NOODLES! Laksa flavour!
It was those in packets! So I had to use like pots... I think I made a mess while cooking BUT
I managed to cook after all so it wasn't that bad..
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