I can't remember much from today..
One thing I remember:
Dancing after having pasta and I just felt like puking afterwards.
The dancing part was all high because I was dancing to Dynamite. Totally felt as if I was having some party of my own while Jing Rong was like.. in front, doing.. GP or don't know what.
During GP, the next lesson, I just.. HAHAH! Felt like puking already.
- Tried to stay in school to do some work.
- Fell asleep on the bus ride home.
- Leaned onto someone while sleeping.
- Sylvia's classmate, Walter, tapped me and said something but I didn't know what he was talking about.
- Walked home with Lisin and told her how dumb I've been these few days.
- Realized how foolish I really was and so I decided to force myself to wake up.
I love today's weather.
Had my hoodie with me and I just felt like some kid, holding onto some blanket. Warm and cozy. Some hot chocolate with marshmallows, cookies, a fireplace, some Christmas songs will make everything way better.
Today's weather is simply P-E-R-F-E-C-T for? EMO-ing.
Imagine. Sitting by yourself in front of the fireplace. Soft Christmas songs in the background. A blanket on your lap. The aroma of Van Houten hot chocolate. A book to read.
Woah. PER-FECT!
Or just sitting by some glass window, looking outside, at the raindrops.. falling falling falling to the ground.
Nah. That's.. fantasy.
Welcome back to reality.
Shyam said we shouldn't emo.
Actually, many times, after a few hours, I cannot remember why I was even emo-ing in the first place. Which probably shows how insignificant my worries were. I kept saying I want to leave Hwa Chong and I can come up with many reasons. A few hours later, ask me the same question and I'll have nothing much to say. HAHA!
I really live in my fantasy world... Do things as and when I like it. And if I feel like it.
La la la~
Saw my.. sorta, childhood friend that day. HAHAH! Geraldddd!!!
Remembered the times we played together. I remember going over to his place.. to eat. HAHA!! Oh well well~ Those good times...
Lisin said I looked really tired. Oh well. Finish up on a few more questions for Math maybe then go to bed. With a weather like today's, we shall listen to some.. slower song.
Something More by Secondhand Serenade. I fell in love with this song that morning when I heard it play on the radio. :)
Hopefully, tomorrow will be as nice.
