Oh well, I shall put that idea on hold. But it's been on hold for so long.
What did I do today? After dance meeting, PW, then the shirt printing thing at Queensway.
I didn't want to go home and so.. I went over to Harbour Front/Vivo City.
Walked around aimlessly.
I can't seem to make up my mind.
While I was on the bus, I was thinking "Will studying at home be more productive than studying outside?" The bus stopped at the bus stop near my house and I still didn't have a conclusion.
At Harbour Front, I was thinking "Ok, so should I go to Vivo City or stay here."
OMG. Why why why?
Why so many questions? Then after that.. "Yoshinoya or the quiet food junction?"
Then I saw some watches and I wanted to buy one but I couldn't decide on the colour.
Why am I doing with my current life? I don't know.
I feel like I'm totally aimless.
And I hate this feeling. Maybe I should undergo some counselling.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT AND THIS SUCKS.
Maybe, from today onwards, I should train myself to be more decisive. Give myself at most 10 seconds so that I wouldn't ponder over it for so long and end up doing nothing.
I watched Karate Kid today. It taught me to be stronger.
Like Jaden Smith, who didn't give up easily and continued fighting. For that, he earned respect.
BUT AFTER ALL, talk is nothing. It's really just bullshit.
Talking is easy but when you try to do it, it's just.... not that easy after all.
What's wrong with me?
