I really don't know which am I.
But actually, I guess I'm neither.
My ego only gets bigger when it comes to things that are UNIQUELY Cheryl Tan Si Rong.
Take for example, my signature. I always admire it with appreciation.
Then, my handwriting? I just like it the way it is because it's mine, one and only.
And the last one, my taste. HAHAH! I really think my taste is SUPERB. HAHAHAH! Of course, this only applies to ME.
So you see, I only take PRIDE in things that BELONG SOLEY to me and can never be replaced. :D
It's good, I think. If you don't love yourself, no one else will.
Ok. So how was my day?
Dance practice from approximately 11am to 3pm.
It was bad. Not the practice. I was bad.
I couldn't feel the music today and I was so tired. :(
Sucks big time.
Lunch/Dinner at Ajisen with Amanda Chan and we talked about some serious stuffs again.
I think, if there were adults around, they'd be laughing at us.
"Kids" talking about "Serious Stuffs" when we should be studying and mm.. in our case, dancing.
Whoever said life is like a game of Monopoly is WRONG.
In Monopoly, we don't talk love, family etc. Nothing on relationships but everything on money. But in reality, we all know what we have to deal with. Why can't all humans be GOOD, PURE and INNOCENT? Why can't things be just simple?
Sometimes, we complicate them, "TRUE THAT" -->HAHAHAH!
It's easy to say take a step at a time but don't we all look at the future? I don't know, maybe I'm one of those who THINK TOO FAR AWAY from where I am right now.
Somehow, I feel it's as if we're escaping from some problems we'll face in our lives if we choose not to "plan" and "think" about them. And therefore, I'm always thinking. I want to be prepared for the worst and that's why I'm always thinking of the worst, because nothing is certain for sure. Nothing lasts forever.
Things that come with great speed, goes with great speed. True that.
I'm always thinking, what will happen if a war breaks out one day? What will I bring with me?
What if an earthquake happens someday?
WOAH SIAO. I sound so serious.
But yeah, Amanda Chan! I'm not wrong right?! HAHA!
MMM... It's not that hard. It's just that, we're all afraid of the unknown. Particularly me.
We will never know what's on someone else's minds. And I'm really afraid of that. I'm afraid of things I can't take control of.
Mhm.
AIYA. What is this post all about huh?!
Whatever. I'm just blogging whatever I feel and think. I think I'm quite "transparent" to people already.
Ask me anything and I'll spill everything. I don't hide. But I know, not everyone's as transparent.
Some wear masks. That's what's scary.
