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Monday, September 26, 2011

Young and retarded.

I was late for math lesson today.
Woke up at 7am, brushed my teeth, washed my face then went back to sleep.
Until 8.15am?! When lesson was at 9am.

School was pretty fun because it was just laughing all the way. Liked that.
Met Kelz after school to study for awhile (my paper ended last Friday so I kinda have no excuse to party).. actually, still, it was quite fail.

We were supposed to study till Kelz leaves for her tuition but we started talking about dress and I remembered seeing this dress in Ion which costs 205 dollars? But it looked really really nice on the mannequin. And so, we just stopped studying and went off to Ion to window shop ^^
Saw a few HC people here and there also. Not surprising as well, since today's like the last prelim paper for quite a lot of people.

Anyway, while I was on the bus with R to town, I saw this girl who was from my secondary school. I looked at her (OH YEAH. @KELLEELIM! I FORGOT TO TELL YOU ABOUT THIS. We were talking about the same topic just now!) and I looked at myself. WOW. I'm so not 18.

Actually, how does 18 look like? I really don't know... Kelz and I were saying that some of the people from our secondary school seem to dress way older than they are. I don't know if it's good or bad though.
The OLDEST I've looked is like.. "a poly student" = 18?19? And the youngest. I THINK IT'S NOT ACCURATE but it's anyway, yeah. Primary 6.

So not accurate.

I am 18 (17 going on 18..... about the same lah) but people always say I don't act/look like one.
Honestly, I used to get irritated because I don't enjoy looking THIS young. Like, everywhere you go, people all say the same thing "You look like a kid" and my reply? "Thanks"

How does 18 really look like? 
I don't know how 18 is supposed to feel like~

All I know is that I'm having a lot of fun being just me right now and I don't want to act like I'm any older. LOL
I look at the people I know who wear leopard prints (I associate leopard prints with adults *personal opinion*), the thick make-up, the revealing of cleavage~
I look at the way people younger than me dress... and I'm like why do people want to look older than they really are?

I feel really.................................................... small.
I really feel like I'm totally like a kid next to them lah. And I'm kinda sick of people saying how kiddish I look and stuff. zzz
But then again, it's better than looking older than you actually are~ So I give up trying to argue whenever someone says I look like a kid.
R and I were looking at someone FB profile today and oh my... her profile pictures, all the make-up......... eeyer. I wouldn't even think she's 18 if I didn't know she's from our school.

Don't know lah, I think it's better to just be the way you are~ I'm not exactly THAT adult and I don't wish to be one that early. Blah blah~
Shall end off with
PICTURES FROM MY "PENGUIN ISLAND" album. HAHAHA! (call me childish. I don't really care. :D )

MINI Booklight ^^
Retarded and proud of it. I will grow up when it's time to. LOL

** I thought this part of X factor was hilarious. Enjoy~
Goodnight.