WEEHEE! HAHAH!!
I'm smiling.. smiling.. smiling now.
Don't ask me why. I don't exactly know.
Maybe, it's because I was watching some show hosted by Pornsak. :)
Just now, I was thinking "Hmm.. I'm real weird. I can feel so happy at one point and become so emo at another."
And I realized, I'm the one in control of my own emotions and feelings.
I can make myself go all high and crazy with my own inside jokes (INSIDE-MY-HEAD).
But I can also become melancholic if I start thinking.. of random unhappy events..
Therefore, since I can control everything, I'm POWERFUL yeah!
And unique, because no one seems to be able to get what I'm trying to convey sometimes..
HAHAH! It's just like, "A Cheryl Thing"
I used to think I'm weird. Actually, I still think so.. HAHAH!!
There was this period of time when I actually.. did something REALLY REALLY.. weird..
But I felt weird no more after watching some show, I remember there was this actress who did the same weird thing I did..
I shall explain it using that show..
That show was about some lady who kinda lost her fiance. They were really really really deep in love and she was grief stricken when she found out he was gone (I forgot how he got lost). Everyone around persuaded her to give up the search for her fiance because they believed he must be dead after so long (Like, a few years). But she couldn't bring herself to forget him and she insisted on the search. Then one day, she probably wanted to give up.. then she felt like, she just needed one more try..
She wanted to know if he was dead or not.. (If he's dead then don't bother searching but if he's not, then continue). There was this car.. driving down some road and she thought "Ok, if I can outrun that car, then that means I should continue the search because he's not dead yet." --> The car will reach some road and yeah,she just had to reach that road before the car does..
YEAH. YOU GET IT?! HAHAHAHAH!!
I know I used to do something like that. Not with cars though.
I have serious problems trying to make up my mind and I used to do things like.. "If the first person who alights from this bus is a guy/girl then I shall do (a) if not, then (b)"
That was all in my head though. Then sometimes, I just feel like I need an answer then I'll just.. yeah, do that sort of stuffs "If the first song I scroll to is a JB one then I shall.." There were definitely more instances but I can't recall.
I went over to Harbour Front's Food Junction to study by myself just now. Oh, today's weather.. I don't know how should I put this. I felt kinda.. cold so I thought I should put on a hoodie then, I was afraid I'll feel warm once I step out of the house with my hoodie so I couldn't decide if I should wear another top beneath the hoodie. Then, I decided not to because the hoodie was thick enough.. and I realized, it felt.. kinda "airy". HAHAH!! Yeah, the wind blew and I could just feel it on my skin, my tummy. HAHAHHA!!! But it was comfy!!!!!!! :D
I bought a book so that I will spend more time with it and lesser time with Japple.
YAY!! Can't wait for tomorrow. :D
HAHAHA!! I'm really smiling.. like some retard now.
