I figured it out. The best way, to make myself happier, is.. TO BE. MORE CONFIDENT.
Yes. I WILL BE.
No one should make me feel small.
Today, I felt so so so (SHUCKS I FORGOT WHAT I WANTED TO TYPE)
My mum just TALKED to me 8-)
AARG. It was like what, some Q AND A session? I stood there, leaning against the wall and she asked me "WHY DO YOU HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY?"
Like, "How many times have I answered that question" --> That was what was in my head (I couldn't say it out because I just, didn't want to stand there even longer to be nagged at)
I remember telling her "In JC, holidays are non-existent." I doubt if she remembers anyway.
And I just said "My friends' parents are all nagging at them ALSO."
SIGHS....
Anyway, today, I went out with Kelz, Karin, Hazel and Ting Wei after dance practice.
Before that, I went to meet Kelz at KAP and I saw the MAD peeps there. HAHAH!!
LUCKILY, I was with Kelz and not some guy.. If not, I'll definitely get teased (As usual actually) during the next dance practice.
Kelz and I talked throughout when we were supposed to be studying. Oh well, then since we weren't even studying, we decided to just go over to Orchard first.
We went to Kinokuniya and read books. HAHAHA!!
I totally ENJOYED it. BECAUSE, I LEARNT SO MANY NEW THINGS WITHIN THAT.. Short 1-2 hours?
I found this book (I think it's for kids but anyway..) on the answers to many things we never knew ok?! HAHAHAH!!
Do you know why people say "break a leg"?!
NO RIGHT?! BUT KELZ AND I KNOW :D
People say that because of "reverse luck" --> Something like that. They believe if you say "Good Luck" then it will mean the opposite. Then, the other reason is because, it will mean like, you'll be down on one knee and that means, you'll have appreciative audience (Like, your performance was so good, you'd be on one knee then the audience will be like, clapping for you) GET IT?! HAHAHA! NEVERMIND. As long as I get it.
Then, DO YOU KNOW WHAT'S LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD'S REAL NAME?!
It's Maisie!
Why was Cinderella shoes/slippers made of glass?
Actually, it wasn't! It was FUR. The actual story wasn't in English. They translated it and made some translation error. :D
DID YOU KNOW COCA COLA HELPS RELIEVE HEADACHES? PEPSI AIDS IN DIGESTION?!
AND KNOW WHAT?! Pills for headaches don't exactly go to your HEAD. HAHAH!!! They just help to "stop" the pain.
AARG. If only we could stay there even longer.. then, I would gained even more new knowledge. :D
SEE? I don't even have to memorize and these sort of stuffs get into my head. BECAUSE THEY'RE INTERESTING.
And know why farts always smell like rotten eggs?! Because the protein in our food will be broken down or something, I know, hydrogen sulphide will be produced and that's what gave it that "rotten egg" smell.
COOL RIGHT?! :D
Then, as Kelz was reading Narnia, I was reading some book for Girls ONLY. Yeah, that was what made me think "Where did my confidence go to?!" :D Then, after I finish reading that book, I read some book meant for BOYS ONLY. HAHAH!!
I was just real curious about what it was going to be about.
AND I LEARNT A LOT! :D
Dinner at Xin Wang. Then, we stood outside there to talk (HAHAH! WEIRD. We were talking about err.. meeting up next week and what? Swimsuits.)
IDIOT. I CAN'T FORGET WHAT Hazey said. AARG.
Because I said we are supposed to wear one piece ones then Hazey said "Buy the two piece one then just wear one piece."
LIKE WHAT THE HELL MAN~
Dance tomorrow.
I shall. End here. GOODNIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS! :D
P.S. I FOUND A BOOK WHICH TOTALLY. IT WAS JUST ABOUT ME. HAHAHAHAH!!! I SHOW YOU!
Kelz was saying "This is so you". REALLY TRUE.
