GREAT ACHIEVEMENT.
But I don't know why, today just wasn't too productive. My head kept drifting off to somewhere else- I was thinking of cutting my fringe (cut it myself in the end). And mmm, I was just thinking of spending money on health products etc.
Ahh wells. The day's sorta over for me. Just dried my hair. Pack my bag, wait for 11.11 then I'll go to bed.
My hair smells quite nice. I think it's the Sunsilk thing.
I don't know when I'll get sick of this routine Amanda and I are following now. I just. Really hope I won't breakdown one day. Like cry in school or whatevernonsense because of stress. HAHA!
I don't exactly know what I'm doing with my life right now. But well, trying to enjoy the process of studying - since I'm like, studying at Orchard instead of school+With Amanda so that means we will just crap and laugh a lot but also study+can eat and drink+I'll feel a sense of achievement when I reach home+I can just relax and not worry about stupid work anymore when I'm at home.
But yeah, I've been going home from Orchard so often I feel weird if I don't go to Orchard for a day.
Just that day when I went home from school, after dance prac I think, it totally felt wrong. I had a little panic attack, thinking if I'll miss the bus stop where I'm supposed to alight at (been so long since I took bus home from school).
Maybe we should follow the meritocracy thing - work for reward, reward for work (??) <-- The thing we learnt in Social Studies
So after each study session, maybe, but a piece of clothing or something.
But my money will deplete really fast. Since I'm spending on food and drinks also.
Ohwells. Things will work their way out.
Goodnight.
