So, why not just stay out of it completely?
I hate it when people just hold on to my mistakes. Like fuck. What. I'm not perfect. You're not either. And I don't harp on your fking mistakes.
whatever you're doing right now, you're just gonna make me rebel. and repel.
You don't seem to remember what I've done well so far.
Or perhaps it's just all plain insignificant.
Fuck it.
Forget it, seriously.
And I was so trying very hard to stop swearing but when things like these happen.
I know how wrong I am. I know. I felt bad enough.
I didn't give attitude. I was fking tired. Fking tired.
You don't understand. Studying has always been the easiest task on earth to all adults anyway. Fk. Studying today, isn't what you think it is.
You don't fucking know anything alright.
Now you see why I don't want to open up. Fk everything.
I don't know if I should TGIF or not. It seems like stuff like these always come up on Fridays.
-End-
On a side-side-side-side-side-side note. (digressing to a very random topic now - my day for today)
ha ha. Today passed by quickly too. It was just GP, Econs and then Chemistry. And well, the frequent breaks in between make life in school better.
Rena and I were just doing something retarded during Econs tutorial. We were trying out some daily exercises to do while sitting in a classroom. So we were told that we can just have a file in between our legs then sit in a way, like, with your toes pointing to the floor. It supposedly is able to tone your thighs or something. That one was retarded.
Saw the mysterious running boy today. Because it was raining so the floor was like really wet, then that guy, running as usual, almost slipped.
That one, I laughed. Not because he almost slipped but seriously, if you see someone running around HC, always looking flustered, you'll probably laugh too.
Then before Athena fac dance prac, we took this 171 which smelt damn gross.
Actually, it wasn't that bad when we first boarded the bus but omg, as we moved back, we understood why nobody occupied the last row of seats. There was this man who was really weird. He was murmuring and yeah, smelt very badly... I felt quite bad if I were to just stand up - Like, I mean, wouldn't it be obvious to him that everyone's kinda shunning him? Then that'll hurt his feelings.. . so I continued sitting there. But then, suddenly, I felt something sliding a little down from my hips. And eeek. I saw his hand there. So I stood up and just, yeah, away from him.
Then dance prac.
During break time, we were just sitting there, chatting about random stuff. Then we came to the topic on swimming. (I still haven't learnt it yet. I just remembered I took swimming tests before.. . .) So we were saying how worried we'll be if we get leg cramps all of a sudden. I don't know why but dancing just came to my head so I said "We can dance before we swim". And the image of dancing in a swimming costume just floated to our heads.
yuck~ HAHA!
After dance prac ended officially, I couldn't decide between studying or to not study.
But I was trying to control my spending as well soooooo I went home eventually. And the sky was still rather bright.
sighs. ok. bye.
